i feel like a big ball of horrible.
:O
my grandma sent me a christmas care package, filled with brazilian chocolates and the beret i wanted and 2 new journals, and an heirloom - her favorite earrings. :( it makes me feel awful inside, because i honestly don't deserve it.

anytime i feel horrible, i try and do something to distract myself. so i figured, hey, why not cut my hair? so i whipped out a pair of scissors and cut my bangs. they're shorter now. i no longer have to pin them to the side.

anyway. moving on.
guess what's coming up this week? you ready? it's pretty exciting!
FINALS!
tehe! let's smile and dance!
no. haha.

okay, so i seriously want to go party with some cool kids. i miss the parties in france. those were awesome. so much fun. omg. i miss them. :(

i had that feeling again today, where i wanted to hug someone really badly.
again i was inhibited. it would've been strange anyway. o__O lol.
my heart was filled with love for the people around me today. it was really weird. i felt like a cheerful cherub or something. :I


last bit of news before i go do homework and stuff...
oh crap, i forgot. oh wells.