*sigh*
the awakening ended in a very unsatisfactory manner.
why did edna go and drown herself? i mean, wth. so, so, so irrational.
it's all robert's fault! he probably ran off to be with mariequita or something.
i wish i knew edna/she was a real person. i think we would be good friends.
the whole drowning herself thing, though, ugh - no. no, no, no! totally defeated the whole purpose of the book!

anyway.

so apparently we will no longer be working with the ideas we were previously supposed to be working with in art. mine was supposed to be abortion, as i mentioned a few posts ago.
now i'm working on developing a new idea. i don't know what, though. i'm browsing postsecret for some inspiration...

ideas of yet:
oops, none yet. guess there's nothing to put here.

oh and i ordered a postsecret book as a gift to myself.


to-do list for tomorrow
1) make a contact sheet for new set of negatives
2) work on sketchbook
3) finish webassign
4) submit essay to turnitin.com asap
5) mumble
7) tell him something worthwhile

i wonder if it's just a mask he wears to make me feel like i'm someone of any importance at all. sometimes i seriously do think it is. no, most of the time. except for today, when some hope was reinstilled in me. he smiled to me.