never enough

Today's society is based on wealth, status, excess,
I'd like to think I was different
but truthfully, I too am sucked into this mess.

I hate living next to Country Club of the South
I hate when people think I'm rich just because I have a car
I hate going to school with rich kids
I hate seeing girls with genuine designer clothes when the highest I can pay for a piece of clothing is 8 bucks
I hate hearing rich people complain about the recession
I hate when the girl who walks in front of me everyday before 7th period swings her Louis Vuitton bag from shoulder to shoulder
I hate receiving magazines like Elle and InStyle, when they tell me to buy a $1,000 pair of shoes
I hate people complaining about not being able to go to the Bahamas this year
I hate when girls from my school come back from vacation with tan lines
I hate having to struggle every month because of money
I hate fighting with my mom over money
I hate not being able to afford the things most people get on a regular basis
I hate not having a steady job
I hate feeling like I'll never be good enough
I hate this rich little a-hole of a suburb that I live in where just because we don't make over 100k a year and shop at Goodwill we're considered poor
I HATE MONEY because it's the root of 70% of my insecurities