I have given up on him.
I don't feel defeat - rather, self-preservation. Therefore, feed me no "don't give up now" lectures, for I do this in good manner. AKA no hard feelings. It's just foolish to run after him when he doesn't give a care in the world about me. If he doesn't like me back, he doesn't. I can't change that. I'd rather just cut the ties now than continue to endure falsities. So I am, and so I have.

Besides...
now that I think about it he's kind of lame.
Bwaha.

I started re-reading Eclipse. The school library got like 10,000 new copies of the Twilight series book so there are plenty to go around! Anyway.



That is one fairy tale I don't mind believing in. Except I cast myself as Bella when I read it. Teehee.