I love PostSecrets.

But it makes me realize how hopeless I am right now in one aspect.

I'm 17 years old. Less than 6 months away from being 18.
I'm a senior in high school.
I would say I'm pretty, not fat, good personality, approachable, etc.

And yet.

I have never had a serious boyfriend.
Never been kissed.
Never even held hands with someone of the opposite gender.
Not even close.

I have this feeling that I'm going to graduate and this will remain the same.

The one guy I really like looks, looks, and looks at me.
But that's all.
It's all talk, no freaking walk.
We haven't talked since May due to a lack of opportunity.
I think maybe he likes me too.
I try and talk to him but always get interrupted, either by one of my friends or his.

All I want is for him to freaking talk to me, ask me to Homecoming for heaven's sake! JEEZ. That's all I ask.